nothing really happened today i might be in another choir! and i got hit in the head with sams underware* we were cleaning her roonm you sickos*
smoke me baby like your
last cigarette whisper to
me, say `you`ll never for-
get` could you break my
heart a little more? shove
my body up against yours
and kiss me like you mean
it anything worth a taste
burns as it goes down
AM A POET WRiTiNG OF MY PAiN
i AM A PERSON LiViNG A LiFE OF SHAME
i AM YOUR DAUGHTER HiDiNG HER DEPRESSiON
i AM YOUR SiSTER MAKiNG A GOOD iMPRESSiON
i AM YOUR FRiEND ACTiNG LiKE i`M FiNE
i AM A WiSHER WiSHiNG THiS LiFE WEREN`T MiNE
i AM A TEENAGER PUSHiNG HER TEARS ASiDE
i AM A STUDENT WHO DOESN`T HAVE A CLUE
i AM THE GiRL SiTTiNG NEXT TO YOU
i AM YOUR BEST FRiEND HOPiNG YOU`LL BE THERE
FAKE SMILE--------»
I MOVE ON WITH MY DAY
HOLD BACK MY TEARS
& PRETEND IM OK
The Teenage Years::Smiles, tears, superficial fears, All are part of the teenage years. First dates, first cars, Having crushes on football stars. First jobs, First kisses, One to many hits and misses. The best years of growing up, With great achievments and screwing up. Good girls, bad boys, Finally throwing out old toys. Sneaking out, getting caught, Remembering all the fights we've fought. Boyfriends, girlfriends, hoping they're love never ends. Heart-breaks, making out, Just to hear parents shout. Drugs, pot and beer, All are part of the teenage years. High school college, then it ends, Its time to change once again. But we'll always remember all of the times, When we won we lost and when we cried. We'll always have memories of our fights and fears, And all the good times spent in the teenage years.
giving uP * it`s REthere`s a P0iNt in LiFE when you get tiREd of |[ CHASiNG ]| everyone & trying to fix everything : but it`s N0t ALiZiNG that you dont (N E E d) certain people` & all the -BULLSHit- they bringBut when i look in your eyes, I'm not sure friendship is all i see.. <3
when i see you; i can smile for no reason; and know it's because i love you <3
you dont know what you do to me without you im so incomplete you're my better half <3
& sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me and kiss me without a care in the world <3
You know you really love someone when no matter how much you fight you always make up. no matter how much they make you mad you can`t help but love them ___* anyways & no matter how much you try its iMP0SSiBLE to live without them ...<3
It's those little; but crazy things you do .. the magic in yur eyes .. the way you give me butterflies .. yur differant from those other guys .. when you come and hug me from behind; my heart races .. it's like you've got me under a love spell .. 'nd it's one i dont ever want to break .. i feel like i found my perfect guy .. 'nd theres no better kinda love .. baby, you hold the key .. the only key to my heart..your my favorite <3 I sit here crying, not because i miss you, but because I know ill never get the chance to hurt you like you hurt me
Heartbreaks last as long as you want & cut deep as you allow them to go. the challenge isn't how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
All i want is to be able to look at you & not feel the pain of the memories of the times i knew
Let me break your <3 then i`ll ask you why we can't be friends, let me rip your world into little pieces & destroy who you thought you were then ii`ll ask you why we ((c.a.n.t. b.e. f.r.i.e.n.d.s.))
As much as it pains me to see you gone, as much as I'd like you back, all i truly wish is for you to be happy.
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad & i cant keep something i never had..
so dont go worrying about me..its not like i think about you constantly .. ok so maybe i do..but that shouldn't effect your life anymore --/> i knew it from the moment i saw you that id let you get the best of me..nd there was nothing i could do
Today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you & every song i heard somehow related to you, i hate days like today cuz they remind me of the one thing that i don't have
What you don't know is that after everything that happened i still go to bed with tears in my eyes<3
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours
You’re not worth my tears. I’m not doing fine. I don’t know why I give you the time. You’re not worth the pain. You’re not worth the emptiness. I don’t know why I wish you were mine.