forgottenangel2007's Xanga

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:43:38 GMT

so ive been reading back enrtys form a long ass time ago and i just keep seeing the words i give up it kind of makes me giggle because if i had really given up i think i migght be dead by now and well im not sorry to dissapoint you but yea

Megan

Friday, June 22, 2007

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 03:27:20 GMT

hmmmm woth the new love of Myspace xanga has pretty much lost all of its readers so what better way to vent about every thing and every one you hate then starting up xanga again......super smart idea right i know thanks to kim and becca i relised perfect idea no drama on a site every one has pretty much forgotten about lol

well thats all for now

Megan

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:55:29 GMT

new xanga

only_time_will_tell2707

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 00:42:13 GMT

hey well nothing much happened today

I AM OFFICALLY IN 7 CHOIRS!!!

SteelTonetts BITCHES!!!!

any who n2m else going on

had madrigals today proved to mr jones i DO practice mu music outside of school

thats about it

QUOTES AND ICONS

love is seeing all the mistakes but not caring

behind this smile is everything you`ll never understand.

no matter how much time goes by
you`ll never forget the first time he
looked at you
&& you fell in love with his eyes

we lie awake, staring at the sky
my hand touching yours
&& yours touching mine.

there is more beauty in your
eyes than in the [entireworld]
w o n t y o u b e l i e v e m e.

i think i've found my new
addiction, tonight.

bestfriends are people who make their
problems, their problems .. just so you'
don't have to go through them alone .. *

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Speak to me, tell me something so typical, a lullaby or something miserable - that will keep me up all night

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 01:22:48 GMT

nothing really happened today i might be in another choir! and i got hit in the head with sams underware* we were cleaning her roonm you sickos*

not i have a present for you all

QUOTES

never avoid a relationship because you are scared of the ending, the tears, and the hurt..
because those are the stepping stones that will teach you the lessons that you need to have a relationship that will be with the one you will marry.

It gets harder & harder every time to say goodnight to you..
& the only thing that makes it somewhat easier is knowing you'll be there in the morning.

The best thing I could ask for would be to have you waiting for me with open arms to comfort me..
& that's all i'd need.

I'm not going to say I'll never let you down..
because that's like saying I would stop loving you

if YoU hAd A gUn To yOuR hEaD nD' TeArS
RuNniN' DoWn YoUr FaCe i WoUlD jUmP iNFroNt
Of ThE gUn nD' TaKe YoUr PlAcE

I love You too   Much tO [[ever]] let Y0u' Go
you've Become A part Of my Heart N soUl
just the thought of you puts a smile on my faCe
.n.    thereS    not    a   single    guy    on   Earth
who      will       [[ever]]     take     your     place!

hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield..

OhHh BaBy
YoUr KiSs
eLeCtRiFiEs

My WhOlE
BoDy

OhH SoMeOnE cAlL A sErGiOn
ThAt CaN cRaCk My RiBs AnD
FiX mY bRoKeN hEaRt<|3

So CuT mE oPeN nD'

TaKe My HeArT <3

iM fOrEvEr YoUrS

iT kiiLlS yOu wHen tHey sAy
"lEtS jUss Be fRiEnDs"
bUt maYbE wE`lL gO oUt |
______sOmE dAy____<-'
i lOvE hEr tiLl liiFe eNdS
iiT waSn`T mEanT tO bE
tHaT kiiSs meAn`t nOtHiin
nd yOu sAy iit diid tO mE

smoke me baby like your
last cigarette whisper to
me, say `you`ll never for-
get` could you break my
heart a little more? shove
my body up against yours
and kiss me like you mean
it anything worth a taste
burns as it goes down

AM A POET WRiTiNG OF MY PAiN
i AM A PERSON LiViNG A LiFE OF SHAME
i AM YOUR DAUGHTER HiDiNG HER DEPRESSiON
i AM YOUR SiSTER MAKiNG A GOOD iMPRESSiON
i AM YOUR FRiEND ACTiNG LiKE i`M FiNE
i AM A WiSHER WiSHiNG THiS LiFE WEREN`T MiNE
i AM A TEENAGER PUSHiNG HER TEARS ASiDE
i AM A STUDENT WHO DOESN`T HAVE A CLUE
i AM THE GiRL SiTTiNG NEXT TO YOU
i AM YOUR BEST FRiEND HOPiNG YOU`LL BE THERE

FAKE SMILE--------»
I MOVE ON WITH MY DAY
HOLD BACK MY TEARS
& PRETEND IM OK

The Teenage Years::Smiles, tears, superficial fears, All are part of the teenage years. First dates, first cars, Having crushes on football stars. First jobs, First kisses, One to many hits and misses. The best years of growing up, With great achievments and screwing up. Good girls, bad boys, Finally throwing out old toys. Sneaking out, getting caught, Remembering all the fights we've fought. Boyfriends, girlfriends, hoping they're love never ends. Heart-breaks, making out, Just to hear parents shout. Drugs, pot and beer, All are part of the teenage years. High school college, then it ends, Its time to change once again. But we'll always remember all of the times, When we won we lost and when we cried. We'll always have memories of our fights and fears, And all the good times spent in the teenage years.

giving uP * it`s REthere`s a P0iNt in LiFE when you get tiREd of |[ CHASiNG ]| everyone & trying to fix everything : but it`s N0t ALiZiNG that you dont (N E E d) certain people` & all the -BULLSHit- they bringBut when i look in your eyes, I'm not sure friendship is all i see.. <3

when i see you; i can smile for no reason; and know it's because i love you <3

you dont know what you do to me without you im so incomplete you're my better half <3

& sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me and kiss me without a care in the world <3

You know you really love someone when no matter how much you fight you always make up. no matter how much they make you mad you can`t help but love them ___* anyways & no matter how much you try its iMP0SSiBLE to live without them ...<3

It's those little; but crazy things you do .. the magic in yur eyes .. the way you give me butterflies .. yur differant from those other guys .. when you come and hug me from behind; my heart races .. it's like you've got me under a love spell .. 'nd it's one i dont ever want to break .. i feel like i found my perfect guy .. 'nd theres no better kinda love .. baby, you hold the key .. the only key to my heart..your my favorite <3 I sit here crying, not because i miss you, but because I know ill never get the chance to hurt you like you hurt me

Heartbreaks last as long as you want & cut deep as you allow them to go. the challenge isn't how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

All i want is to be able to look at you & not feel the pain of the memories of the times i knew

Let me break your <3 then i`ll ask you why we can't be friends, let me rip your world into little pieces & destroy who you thought you were then ii`ll ask you why we ((c.a.n.t. b.e. f.r.i.e.n.d.s.))

As much as it pains me to see you gone, as much as I'd like you back, all i truly wish is for you to be happy.

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad & i cant keep something i never had..

so dont go worrying about me..its not like i think about you constantly .. ok so maybe i do..but that shouldn't effect your life anymore --/> i knew it from the moment i saw you that id let you get the best of me..nd there was nothing i could do

Today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you & every song i heard somehow related to you, i hate days like today cuz they remind me of the one thing that i don't have

What you don't know is that after everything that happened i still go to bed with tears in my eyes<3

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours

You’re not worth my tears. I’m not doing fine. I don’t know why I give you the time. You’re not worth the pain. You’re not worth the emptiness. I don’t know why I wish you were mine.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:04:24 GMT

So come to my window
& throw those rocks
because you're my romeo...
and i'm hoping to be your juliet...

I'm not dumb, I just have alot of useless info.

I know it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't. maybe you're over it, maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore. maybe it never did...but it mean't a lot to me. you mean't a lot to me. and you still do

& F0R 0NE DESPERATE M0MENT
     THERE HE CREPT BACK iN HER MEM0RY.
         iT'S S0 PAiNFUL WHEN S0MTHiNG iS
            S0 CL0SE YET STiLL S0 FAR 0UT 0F
                              HER REACH.. <|3

no camera could ever capture the look in
her eyes & the feeling in her heart '
when she looks at him

lets walk on the beach and hold hands.lets call each other at 3 A.m and talk all night long. Lets cuddle up on the couch to a movie and fall asleep in eachothers arms. Lets listen to the radio and find the songs that remind us of each other.Lets kiss and tell each other how much you mean to me. But most of all lets be together forever.

E v E n T u a L L y ...
you realize that life sucks
love isnt always real ..
& happiness is only for a limited time
you learn who REAL friends are ..
you learn to hold back tears
& you learn how to ..
act like you don't care

**Teenage Years**
ºBig dreamsº
ºStupid fightsº
ºSleepy daysº
ºEndless nghtsº
ºBroken heartsº
ºMascara tearsº
ºCell phone billsº
ºReport card fearsº
ºClothes too tightº
ºShoes so highº
ºOut past curfewº
ºAnother lieº
ºEyeshadow colorº
ºMidnight blackº
ºLip gloss flavorº
ºCherry Attackº
ºBelts with starsº
ºBoys with carsº
ºJust a taste of teenage yearsº
º*Ur only a teenager once so live it!*º

-->being PERFECT
may be ok with
BARBIE, but
remember,
she ended up with ken
a man with no DICK

Boy: what should i do?
Girl: just follow your heart
Boy: what do you think my heart says?
Girl: i don't know.. im not your heart
Boy: But your most of it.

Sitting on the bed alone, staring at the phone

You know that boy that you can never get out of your head? The one that seems to relate to everything you do, every song, every word? The one that, at the mere mention of his name, your entire face lights up? The one that has full capacity to break your heart...Yeah, that's you.

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
Id spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

i think the only reason why he is playing all these games is because he knows im always going to be here waiting for him.

Your best friend wouldn’t ask questions when you tell them
"we have to kill the guy who broke my heart"
They would be running to get the shovel

We broke up so long ago,you moved on,but me no..I still love you and I'm sitting here waiting to have you back to love once again.The pain sometimes in unbearable,its hurts so bad to see you with your new girlfriend.But its something I'll have to live with.Don't worry ,I'll be ok,sitting here waiting to have you back to love once again

When I look into your eyes, I see what's missing from my heart

You are the reason why i find it so hard to belive that there is really a thing called love..

I miss the kisses that meant something.

i'm not sad that i loved u i'm sad that i lost you

I love you. See i can say it too and not mean it.

When love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore. I'm all alone, there's no one for me to live for. Letting go of the things I've always clung to, that's when I need to feel that I belong to you

you are not friends because
you sit together at the lunch table,
talk on the phone,
have matching flip-flops,
or can recite eachother's wardrobe.
When she smiles,
a grin forces itself across your face
no matter how angry you are.
When she cries,
instantly you feel her pain,
and want to cry with her.
When you look her in the eye,
you know there's no one
you could ever trust more
regardless of how many broken
hearts you've had.
That's what it means to be friends

I don't understand what happened......i miss the old you.

Did you ever notice that whenever someone says "You've changed" thats only because you stopped living life <I3 their way

look to the past & remember a smile
& maybe tonight i can breathe for a while
i'm not in the scene, i think i'm falling asleep
but then all that it means is i'll always be
dreaming of you

Why the hell did you have to change? I miss the guy i used to know

it's amazing how one
day someone walks
into your life && then
you can`t remember
how you ever lived
without them_____x3

Don't you ever want to run away and see if anyone ever cme looking for you??

Anyone can give up ;;
it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
But hold it together when everyone else
would understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength

looks grab your attention
but it's the personality that
keeps you holding on <3

i didn't change ;; i just learned how to grow up

You know sometimes people play hard to get to find out whether the other person really cares. --<3one tree hill

so i'`ll erase everything;
&& i'`ll forget about you.
it'`s just too bad that this;
might be the hardest thing
i will ever have to do

i know he may not be the cutest guy to you-
but he is to me.. & theres just something
about him that makes my heart drop to
my feet e v e r y t i m e i see him <3

howdy

ok well today i was late to school sam wrote me a pass lol

so then after first i had a sub MR FUCKING AVAHEART i want to p;unch him in the face grr HE WROTE ME UP!!!!! *first referal of the day* i didnt even do anything grrr

then nothing really happened untill 7 th were i have rotc and i stood up and said what i rerally thought of the way people get promoted *its a popularity contest it is who you know* I GOT WROTE UP AGAIN* 2 referalls in a day that is a pesonal best for me and the second one was really bogus cause last time i checked freedom of speech is still in the constitution AHHHHHHHHHHH

yea well thats it for school

after schoo i saw KIM i love you kim and then me and sam and brittany and tacos sister *damn it i forgot her name again* drove around for a while then we droped brittany back off at school and tacos sister at home then sam brought me home and here i am

that is all

megan

i hate people who pretend they are your friends but then theygo around bing little bitches and pulling shit behind your back

fucking whores

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:20:21 GMT

Happy Holloween

Me and sam just whent around the neighbor hood dressed as normal as could me and we SANG fro candy we gave the people a choice french or english and we eaither sang a carol for to sing ro what ever that frech song for madrigals was yepp we = lame

MY CELL PHONE IS BACK ON I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED

well that is all liz took really cute pictures of me today he he i might post them i might not she sent me the link today but i am not sure

megan

the lovely liz took these pictures

me brad and jessie

my sign to liz *he he i was pretty drink in this picture*

and me and frank liz took this picture when he was talk ing to my while i was trying to sleep *yea thats right i was trying to sleep in the grass*

and finally my picture that i took for my lovly mattie

it is a mirror image casue my camera is gay

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 14:06:22 GMT

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE

i was so tired last nihg ti for got to tell you all i bought a new shirt from WAL- Mart it is really cute it has peter pan and Tink and Hook on it and it wasys never land i am wereing it to school today he he

shedual for today

5.- concert choir
6- Lunch *shocker i am not sistting in the choir room i am going out side.
7.- rotc (uggggggg)
8.- english even more uggggggg

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 23:24:44 GMT

hey guys well this weekend had gone by so fast i got of work last night at about 12:30 and had to be ther bright and early at 10 am god that sucked but becasue it was dalight savings time last night we all get an extra hour of sleep YEA!!!

i am really tired though so i think ia m gunna eat and go to bed so i can get up at 9 and head over to the lovly sammanthas house at 9:30 ill seep all you guys later

I LOVE MATTIE

p.s. i am going to school tommrow ::sad face::

megan

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 01:52:06 GMT

Hey guys

well i just go home form work...............I acually like it the people ther are really nice and the managers are awsome he he he

well i might put more laters

randomness *at work*

oz: megan sit there and pretend to roll silver were and tell me if Carlos is comming
Me: i am rolling silverwere! and who the hell is Carlos
Oz: the tall mexican guy
me: That helps
*when he was done on the phone*
oz: ok you can go back to what you were doing
me: thanks for permission

Megan

I want a boy
who can wrestle with me
and let me win
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow
who buys me 25 cent rings
and sticky hands
who will kiss me in the rain
in the sunshine, and in the snow
who calls unexpectedly
who will have many inside jokes
with me and remember each one
a boy who notices girls haircuts
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them
who shows up at my games
slipping in the door
who i can go swimming with
on hot days
who can tell me his problems
and let me help
who will listen to me talk
about the new nail polish i got
who will bring me seashells
from the beach
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry
who writes love letters to me
but doesn't send them
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me
a boy with deep eyes
that can see through faces into depths
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song
car vegtable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name.
first, middle and last
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty
a boy who will let me cry to him
who will squeeze my hips just right
who surprises me and compliments
me and plays with my hair
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold..

edit:::: 12:18 am

*never give up on something
you can't go a day without thinking about

*so i won't give up
no i won't break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
and when i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe ..
someones watching over me

*the average blue whale produces over four hundred gallons
of sperm when it ejaculates. but only ten percent of that actually
makes it into his mate. therefore, three-hundred sixty gallons
are spilled into the ocean each time one unloads. & you wonder
why the ocean is so salty..
(thats sick)

*ME & YOU..
it`s just something i want for the
REST OF MY LIFE ][ <3

*the worst feeling is not being lonely. it`s being
forgotten by someone you could never forget.

*sometimes i do silly things like bang into walls, or have some
serious blonde moments, but deep down inside, i`m just a
regular girl that`s looking for a bit love lovin`..

*the most incredible feeling?
knowing that i made you happy.

*I'm your nextdoor neighbor. I'm your daughter. I'm your best friend.
I'm the girl planning her suicide during math class. I'm the girl
with the big smile that hides so much pain. I'm the girl who hides
in the bathroom stall with a sharp object and digs it into her flesh,
while you are peeing in the stall next to me. I am the girl crying
herself to sleep when you are dreaming. I am the girl starving herself,
or throwing up in the bathroom while you're enjoying your lunch. I'm
the girl who is lost and can't find herself.
*very true

*Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Her:Tired?
Him:Nope.
Her:Oh..okay.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?
Him:You.

*some girls claim that they're in love..
the next day it's with someone new.
some girls say they know what i'm
feeling.. and sometimes that is true.
some girls wanna know what real love
is.. but they never will because i got you

*I know what it feels like to want to die, how it hurts to smile,
how you try to fit in, but you cant. how you hurt yourself on
the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside ..
*so ture

*if youu look into my eyes and listen to what I say, youu`ll know i`m the one girl who`ll never walk away

i`m so glad I found youu,

i`m not going to lose you.

whatever it takes, I will stay

here with youu. take youu to

the good times, see it through

the bad times, whatever it takes

is what i`m gonna do. let them

say we`re crazy, what do they

know. put your arms around me

baby, and never let go. let the

world around us just fall apart.

baby we can make it. if we`re

HEART <33 to HEART <33

*CONCERT CHOIR SONG

1) sure there are otha fish in tha sea, but you will always be my NEMO

2) I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
& never see what I see in you.

3) friends will prove people you're not a physco path, but best friends will share the retardation

4) i live in a place where a majority of the people
get high ;; the grades are low & if someone has a
secret . . . everyone knows

5) It's weird... Yeah, I miss you, but it's so much more than that... I miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you... And that smile. Gosh. That smile. The sad part is, your smile isn't the only one I'm missing. I miss my own, too... The one that's only there when yours is.

6) All i want is for [ one ] guy to prove
to me that they arent all the same<3

7) youll never know what its like to be me
to spend half of your day being someone
your not.. and then going home to be
something you never intended to be..

It's like that feeling when you cant

get a song out of your head. Only

This time I cant get his name *

Voice && Smile out of x mine <3

9) see, when her away message says not to IM her because shes sad or depressed, the only thing she wants at that moment is for you to IM her

10) As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll fight with your best friends. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and eventually lose somebody that you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt, because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back... *this one is sooo cute

1) It's hard to wait around for something
That you know will never happen.
But it's even harder to give up when
You know it's everything you want<3

3) a heart breaking isnt always as loud as a bomb
exploading. sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather
falling and the most painful thing is, no one really hears it,
Except you.

4) Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've said a million times. You take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to say before.

5) I think the reason I can't let go of
you is because I'm scared you're
gonna completely erase me from
your head. You're going to forget all
of our memories and everything we
once had. I just don't think I can face that.

6) the best memories are the ones you
can`t explain ;; you just had to be there
it's those days where we sit around and do
nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard,
we cry. it's the way we look at eachother
and know whats going threw each others
head it's those stupid pictures and the jokes.
those are the reasons we're best friends

7) and something has too be right about us
being together because if it wasnt i dont
think i would feel the way that i do when
you hold me..

8) you know you're in love when you'd give up your whole life just to spend one minute with that special person...

9) What do you do when the only person you can always turn to is the one who turned against you?

10) She types "I'll be okay" as the

tears run down her face.

11) Its not that I wanna be the only girl in your life - I just wanna be the only one that matters.

12) you can only push me away for [ so long ] until I
walk out of your life .. and onto my own. so [ be
careful ] and make sure this is what you want...`
cause once i turn around_i'm not coming back

13) there`s a point in life where youu get tired of
chasing everyone and trying to fix everything
but it`s not giving up. it's realizing youu don`t
need certain people & all the bullshit they bring

14) maybe she laughs
to cover up the tears
and her precious smile
is just to hide her fears..

15) S0METiMES I wonder..
what is it about you that makes
_____________me try so hard.

16) she says she wants to
die but in reality she just
wants to be saved <3

17) you think that when i walk down the hall & your
there, i don`t see you- but believe me, i couldn`t
miss the flips' my stomach makes

18) i want to be someone's last call of the night & their first
thought in the morning.
i want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'.
i want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments.
i want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
but most importantly,
i just want to know someone considers me theirs

19) no matter what people say,
i`m going to love him anyway

20) .___________ & i' m sorry for the things
i said ; i just want to be -us- again

21) i`m the girl.
the one that`s always lost.
the one with the fake smile.
the girl who seems to be so strong
but daily continues to break.
that girl who`s always there
and seems to have no problems of her own.
the one who holds back tears.
until she`s off the phone.
that girl is in love.. with a boy that TRiES to understand

22) you'll never know how it feels
to have the one person who
means everything to you,
make you feel like nothing

23) i keep praying and praying
that one day i will just pop into your head
and you will say*
..."gOd i made a miistAke"

24) Take * l O v e * `and
.·´¯ m u l t i p l y
it by ? i n f i n i t y ?
And take it tO the -»
Depths Of Forever
And yOu will `s t i l l
O.n.l.y have a.·´¯`·»
·-·´¯`·-» g l i m p s e'
Of .hOw'. i feel* fOr
-» yOu' «-

25) DUrinG thE DAy at RAndOm tIMes . .
thOUghTs of YoU FiLl my MInD . . AnD i PicTUrE thAT SmiLE yOu gaVE mE .
. AnD i swaRE fOr tHat OnE secONd --» ( [ i COulD HarDLy bReath ] )

the only thing worse than not knowing
is you thinking that i don't know.

for the past hour i`ve been sitting here.
typing, backspacing, writing, erasing,
editting, revising, & i just want you to
know ; pouring your heart out isn`t easy.

DEFiNiT0N 0F L0VES;
much love - just friends
luv ya - that person cares for you
luv u - just a little more
love u - the person does love you
i love u - really do
i love you - really really do

it`s amazing how one day you`re my best friend.
just hanging out. and then the next day..
you`re kissing me goodnight.

it`s better to be the last love than the first one.

if beauty is pain..
i must be gorgeous.

it`s funny how certain things trigger memories.
songs, smells, and such. some make you sad
and some make you close your eyes for that 1
moment. you're captured in the past..

i`m just that hopeless girl that just sits and waits on
the computer for that one special person to get online.

i`m scared because i dont want anyone to have your
heart n i dont want anyone to kiss your lips and im
scared because i dont want anyone to take my place

Before you say you hate someone
---»Think
If they committed suicide, would you care?«--

GIRL`S FACTS IMPORTANT INFORMATION 4 ALL U GUYS!
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

theres no dawn - without a night
there is no victory - without a fight
theres no rainbow - without the rain
theres no happiness - without the pain